Crew Member Shares Mental Health Struggle After ‘Tsunami of Backlash After Historic Trip
A pioneering space traveler has spoken candidly about her battle with depression after being subjected to a relentless barrage of criticism in the aftermath of a pioneering women-only spaceflight.
Amanda Nguyen – known as a scientist and civil rights advocate – was part of the brief journey to space earlier this year, which also included celebrity crewmates.
The high-profile flight was heavily criticized by some, who questioned its cost and carbon footprint.
Reflecting on the ordeal, Ms. Nguyen, who made history as the pioneer for her community, stated the negative reaction eclipsed her moment under an “avalanche of misogyny”.
“I said the emotional pain might endure for years,” she recounted in a social media post, describing a phone call from a fellow crew member in the days following the flight.
She described the subsequent media coverage and social media frenzy as an barrage beyond typical human coping.
“Stuck in Texas, I spent a week unable to rise from my bed,” she wrote. “A month later… I had to hang up… because I could not speak through my tears.”
Buried Under Misogyny
Ms. Nguyen, who has conducted studies in female health science and operated research during the mission, said all her lifelong efforts – from her studies and extensive preparation to the personal milestone of her heritage – was overshadowed under the tide of gendered attacks.
She is best known for her groundbreaking advocacy fighting for justice for survivors of assault.
Her own dream of becoming an astronaut was put on hold after an attack during her university years, leading to a protracted legal battle.
A Path to Recovery
Months following fulfilling her dream, she has stated the heaviest sorrow is beginning to clear, and she acknowledged the well-wishers whose messages of encouragement helped save her. “You were my salvation,” she affirmed.
She added that amid the criticism, considerable good had resulted from the mission, such as increased focus on her women's health research and chances to influence leaders.
About the Mission
The computer-piloted spacecraft launched from Texas in the spring, carrying the six-woman crew on a short trip that passed the Kármán line of outer space.
The team of pioneers also included experts in multiple disciplines.
The venture behind the mission is a private space firm founded by a well-known tech mogul.
